Unnerving

Take all those who have cared for you

those giving all they had for you

Throw them in your pit of fear

lies telling them what they need to hear

Afraid of all the choices made

your pride and morals you must trade

To suit the filth and dirt inside

the carelessness that still resides

 

If only you could see

the pain you left with me

The secrets that you hide

are built on truthful lies

The answers aren’t there

your cross now you must bear

More than just deserving

your sickness is unnerving.

 

Confusing freedom with pure anarchy

your will to be unbound is clear to me

Taking all you want with no return

is fodder for every bridge you burn

You’ve wronged me just so many times

Your needs and wishes always before mine

Bowing down to the throne you’re settled on

finally stood up to that shit….I’m done.

 

If only you could see

the pain you left with me

The secrets that you hide

are built on truthful lies

The answers aren’t there

your cross now you must bear

More than just deserving

your sickness is unnerving.

 

Bowing down to the throne you’re settled on

finally stood up to that shit….I’m done.